There's three boys I kinda like. First is little A, he's so gorgeous! Then there is little A's little brother D and little M. Why I must be so old and they so young? I really want to date someone. Most of my problems would vanish with that, since most of my problems are caused by frustration. I have never before felt this kind of need for love. But come one! Why I keep checking on boys when I need a man?