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I do not love you. I'm in love with the you in my dreams. Damn the sweet, lovely dreams! They're making me feel more and more confused. I have so mixed feelings about this all. Does he like me or am I just paranoid or what are my true feelings? It's clear that my dreams are product of my wishes. Everything is so perfect in dreams. Everything feels right. He's perfect and he loves me. But I don't believe that that's anything near realistic.
Sometimes I feel like he knows about this journal. But that's impossible! No one knows about this! I haven't told about this to anyone I know. This is my secret project.
I just wish there would be somekinda closure to this. A final word about his feelings. Yes or No. No or Yes.
Sometimes I feel like he knows about this journal. But that's impossible! No one knows about this! I haven't told about this to anyone I know. This is my secret project.
I just wish there would be somekinda closure to this. A final word about his feelings. Yes or No. No or Yes.
