Drained

Stupid thoughts go away. I want a man, not a boy, so why oh why my brain? Would you please set little A aside for a moment? You can't fill a cup that's already full. I hate these "oh god I must HAVE him" thoughts. I still get chills from him and my blood turns cold and my cheeks are burning. And still I'm puzzled about his little brother. Tell, why are you looking at me? If your big bro is too young for me, you're definately way too young for me. Can't you tell? I'm thirty now! I'm more mature than you are. I have more experience than you. What kind of little boy magnet am I?!

I decided to wait until I'm thirtyfive before I get married. I want to get my life going well without anyone and I think that I can wait five more years. But these frickin' boys are making me uncomfortable! If you want to know me or something, it won't happen by itself. I won't eat you...