elsrith | Brain, seriously

So it begins... I find myself drawn to little A's little brother. Geez, how low I'm going to go? He always looks into my eyes. Whenever I happen to look around, I meet his eyes. Please, don't tell me you like me? I find it a bit disturbing. I don't feel that attractive at all. And c'mon, you're even younger than your brother. About ten years age difference is okay to me, but we have more than that. Can I keep wishing that this is just my imagination?

We had convention last Saturday. I saw him looking at me again. He even changed his position that he could see me better. This breaks my heart. I'm not allowed to like you, so please. I don't want to develop anything towards you. I need someone that can take care of me...