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I've managed to ignore him for a long time now. And it's really funny, because I have noticed that he keeps watching me. Poor little A, dissappointed that I'm not showing any interest anymore? Or is it - as my idiotical side wants to believe - interest? And then it comes again... I'm damn too unpretty for him! At least for now.

Last weekend was two day convention. I has always huge impact on my selfesteem when I see all those skinny, pretty and nicely dressed sisters there. I feel so ugly and fat compared to them. But then I remember that damn, I have awesome personality compared to them. I'd like to think that they all are superficial and not as good wife material as I am. And there, amongst all the skinny/pretty sisters, he's looking at me. ME! Should I feel flattered? Well, actually I'm not. I'm more like confused, puzzled. It's either interest or he ponders if I'm still interested.

Still... I would consider him.

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