He appeared in my dreams again. Now he had bigger role than in previous one. Thinking of him makes me smile. That must be bad sign. The one-whose-name-is-not-proper-to-mention just caused me endless pain, I loathed myself of thinking of him and I was in constant denial. This time I feel so... happy! So this must be bad. There's no chance he would like me. I'm not that attractive. But I don't care, this all makes me so happy that I DON'T CARE! I feel so warm inside and the dream was so sweet. I don't even care about the age difference. What age? He'll be adult eventually. I can wait. If he doesn't find anyone, I have slight chance. Only slight, though I just stated I have none. I can't make up my mind if I have a chance or not. Time will tell, I guess. But he has charmed me. I know nothing of him and I don't even care about that. His smile is so pretty. For this level of attraction that is enough.